Self Destruct

by Runamuk

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released November 10, 2013

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Track Name: Runamuk
RUNAMUK 2KX3
STILL DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK WE WANT TO
SO WHILE YALL KEEP TALKING SHIT KNOW YOU CANT SAY ANYTHING I HAVENT ALREADY SAID ABOUT MYSELF
IM ON SELF DESTRUCT AND IM TAKING THE FUCKING WORLD WITH ME
WE PLAY BY OUR RULES STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK
DONT NEED YOUR APPROVAL CAUSE WE DO WHAT WE WANT
BE WHO WE WANT COMING STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART
IEHC WE HELD IT DOWN FROM THE START
SAID IT BEFORE AND WE'LL SAY IT AGAIN
RUNAMUK DON'T GIVE A FUCK UNTIL THE BITTER END
IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND WE'LL SAY IT AGAIN
RUNAMUK DON'T GIVE A FUCK TILL THE BITTER END
IEHC
Track Name: State Of Mind
IVE HUNG MY HEAD FOR WAY TOO LONG AND NOW IM DONE
IVE FACED THE FACTS THAT I WILL NEVER BE ANYONE
THE CLOCKS RUN OUT ITS WAY TOO LATE MY HEART HAS TURNED TO ICE
I GUESS THAT'S JUST THE WAY MY LIFE HAS SAID ITS TIME TO PAY THE PRICE
IVE BROKE MYSELF DOWN TO BRING MYSELF TO ADMIT
I KNOW THAT IVE BEEN A REAL PIECE OF SHIT
LOOKED DOWN UPON BUT REALLY WHOS TO BLAME
WHEN I WAS NEVER GIVEN A SECOND CHANGE TO CHANGE
THOUGH EVERY NOW AND THEN ILL KICK THE SHIT OUT OF ME
HIDE THE PAIN IN MY EYES TO MASK INSANITY
IVE GIVEN MYSELF THE SCARS THAT STILL TEND TO BLEED
AND IM CONSTANTLY QUESTIONING THIS PATH TO MY DESTINY
I WONDER WHEN IM GONE COULD THINGS GET ANY WORSE
I CANNOT FACE THIS DEATH BECAUSE THIS LIFE IS MY CURSE
IVE HUNG MY HEAD FOR WAY TOO LONG AND NOW IM DONE
IVE FACED THE FACTS THAT I WILL NEVER BE ANYONE
THE CLOCKS RUN OUT ITS WAY TOO LATE MY HEART HAS TURNED TO ICE
I GUESS THATS JUST THE WAY MY LIFE HAS SAID ITS TIME TO PAY THE PRICE
TIME TO PAY THE PRICE
Track Name: No Looking Back
I START TO THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH IVE LET MYSELF DOWN
I KEEP LIVING IN THE PAST NO CARE FOR WHERE IM AT NOW
BECAUSE THE WAY THAT I SEE THERE WAS NO FUTURE FOR ME
JUST A HEART FULL OF HEART AND ANIMOSITY
THIS AINT A CRY FOR HELP ITS NOT ATTENTION I SEEK
BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO COPE WITH MY REALITY
AND AS A MATTER OF FACT I CAME TO FUCKING FAR
JUST TO NEVER LOOK BACK I JUST CANT RID ALL THESE SCARS
AND I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE CAUSE IM PUSHED TO THE EDGE
AND IM READY TO JUMP OFF THIS LEDGE WITH A ROPE AROUND MY NECK
I DID THIS MYSELF
ME AGAINST ME
IT'S HARD TO FACE THE FACT
THIS LIVE I LEAD
I GAVE IT ALL TO LOSE EVERYTHING
ALL BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS ONLY TEMPORARY
IM NEVER LOOKING BACK BECAUSE I HATE THIS PLACE
MY REGRETS ARE SO HEAVY AND I CANT BARE ALL THE WEIGHT
OF THE WORLD ON MY BACK ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE
ILL LET IT ALL FALL AND THEN SMILE WHEN IT BREAKS
ALL THE CHANCES I'VE FUCKED UP EVERY PROMISE MADE TO BREAK
IVE TRIED SO HARD BUT I CANT FIX MY MISTAKES
AND YEAR AFTER YEAR AND EVERY DAY ITS STILL THE SAME
IM TRAPPED IN THIS HOLE I NEVER MEANT TO CREATE.
THIS SIX FOOT DITCH KEEPS FILLING WITH DOUBT
IM FIGHTING MYSELF JUST TO GET THE FUCK OUT
Track Name: Times Up (Feat. Adrian Harsh Reality)
THE CLOCK IS TICKING THERE'S NO STOPPING FOR ME
THIS PAST IVE BUILT FOREVER HAUNTING ME
I CANT BREAK THIS FEELING OF BEING STUCK
I CANT HELP BUT FEEL LIKE MY TIME IS COMING UP
SO FUCK TIME
I'VE LOST MOST OF MINE
NO MORE
TO COMPROMISE THE LITTLE I HAVE LEFT BRINGS MY FUTURE REGRETS
SO FUCK TIME
IVE LOST MOST OF MINE
NO MORE
TO COMPROMISE THE LITTLE I HAVE LEFT BRINGS MY FUTURE REGRETS
IVE LOST TRACK OF ANY SENSE OF HOPE THAT I HAVE EVER HAD
TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET MY PAST
IT HAUNTS MY MEMORIES
THE PAST IVE BUILT FOREVER HAUNTING ME
IT HAUNTS ME
FOREVER HAUNTING ME
NOT MUCH TO DO CAUSE I CAN'T TURN BACK THE CLOCK
BUT HOPE FOR A FUTURE HOPE MY HEART DON'T STOP
CAUSE FATHER TIME YOUVE NEVER FUCKING BEEN THERE FOR FREE
IT SEEMS THE ONLY TIME YOURE THERE IS WHEN YOU'RE AGAINST ME
TOO LATE TOO EARLY
TOO LATE TOO EARLY
TOO LATE TOO EARLY IS IT EVER ENOUGH
ITS THE STORY OF MY LIFE AND ITS FUCKING ME UP
THIS SELF DESTRUCTIVE MISSION HAS TAKEN ALL I'VE GOT
THE BREAKING POINT IS COMING AND ITS NOT GONNA STOP
TOO LATE TOO EARLY IS IT EVER ENOUGH
Track Name: Against The Grain
OUTSIDE OF THE CIRCLE NEVER LOOKING IN
CAUSE ID RATHER BE OUT THAN TRY TO PRETEND
SO GO AND TURN YOUR BACK AND UNDUE YOUR TIES
CAUSE ITS EASY TO BE COLD WITH SO MUCH FAKE IN YOUR EYES
AND IVE STAKED MY CLAIM YOU SOLD YOURSELF OUT FOR A FACE AND A NAME
REMEMBER THAT
YOU CLAIM ORIGINALITY BUT CLONES ARE ALL I SEE
SO ITS VERY CLEAR WHO YOU WANT TO BE
I'M NOT KEEPING TRACK OF YOUR SCENE POINTS
I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE I DONT WANT NO PART
OF WHAT YOU DO SO MOTHERFUCK YOUR RULES
FUCK YOUR APPROVAL TOO
I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT TO DEAL WITH WITHOUT YOU
WITHOUT YOUR VIEWS
YOU CLAIM ORIGINALITY BUT CLONES ARE ALL I SEE
SO ITS VERY CLEAR WHO YOU WANT TO BE
SO GET THE RESPECT FROM YOUR FRIENDS IN THE SCENE
BUT ILL TELL YOU THIS YOU WONT GET IT
WONT GET IT FROM ME
YOU WANT IT SO BAD WHY DONT YOU COME AND GET IT
THIS CROWN ILL HOLD FOREVER TRUE AND YOU WANT THE CREDIT
BUT YOU DONT GET RESPECT THAT YOU HAVENT EARNED
THE RULES TO YOUR GAME IS SOMETHING WE WONT LEARN
Track Name: Fed Up (Feat. Carlos Frostbite)
MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL
SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE
TIME BOMB READY BLOW
SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE
FED UP WITH THE WORLD AROUND ME
I FUCKING HATE SOCIETY
MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL
SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE
TIME BOMB READY BLOW
SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE
SO MUCH BUILT UP
IM BUILT FROM PAIN
NOTHING TO LOSE
NOTHING TO GAIN
I HATE THIS PLACE
FUCK REALITY
THIS COLD BLOODED WORLD
HAS NOTHING FOR ME FUCK
BREAD IN THIS WORLD OF SHIT
THAT HAS NOTHING FOR ME
MY BLOOD RUNS COLD
YOURE ALL DEAD TO ME
MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL
SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE
TIME BOMB READY BLOW
SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE
Track Name: Dead End
I FIND MYSELF ON THIS SAME PATH ONCE AGAIN
GOING NOWHERE FAST WITH NO MEANS TO AN END
THIS ROUTINE KEEPS ME SLIPPING FROM MY SANITY
THE NOTHING IM FORCED TO LIVE WITH
PUSHING ME DEEPER INTO THE CRACKS
ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS
SEARCHING FOR THAT PEACE OF MIND I NEVER GOT
LATELY EVERYTHINGS BEEN GETTING TO ME
BEEN FORCING ME TO CONTINUE TO THINK
OF STOPPING ME IN MY TRACKS
AND LEAVE MY HEADY EMPTY
I MEAN THAT LITERALLY
BECAUSE THIS FUCKING DISEASE KEEPS GROWING IN ME
CONDEMNED TO NOTHING WHILE I WATCH MYSELF SINK
BUT WHEN IS ENOUGH ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A BREAK
CAUSE IVE BEEN BREAKING MY BACK ENOUGH TO RUIN EVERY DAY
BUT I SEE NO CHANGE JUST IN THE FACES OF THE FEW WHO CHOSE TO STRAY FROM WHO THEY USED TO BE
GRINDING THROUGH THE FLESH ON MY FINGERS TO THE BONE
STILL NO MONEY IN MY POCKET STILL HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW
I TRY TO ASK MYSELF IF THINGS WILL EVER BE BETTER
FUCK NO IVE LOST MY FAITH ALONE FOREVER