I START TO THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH IVE LET MYSELF DOWN
I KEEP LIVING IN THE PAST NO CARE FOR WHERE IM AT NOW
BECAUSE THE WAY THAT I SEE THERE WAS NO FUTURE FOR ME
JUST A HEART FULL OF HEART AND ANIMOSITY
THIS AINT A CRY FOR HELP ITS NOT ATTENTION I SEEK
BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO COPE WITH MY REALITY
AND AS A MATTER OF FACT I CAME TO FUCKING FAR
JUST TO NEVER LOOK BACK I JUST CANT RID ALL THESE SCARS
AND I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE CAUSE IM PUSHED TO THE EDGE
AND IM READY TO JUMP OFF THIS LEDGE WITH A ROPE AROUND MY NECK
I DID THIS MYSELF
ME AGAINST ME
IT'S HARD TO FACE THE FACT
THIS LIVE I LEAD
I GAVE IT ALL TO LOSE EVERYTHING
ALL BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS ONLY TEMPORARY
IM NEVER LOOKING BACK BECAUSE I HATE THIS PLACE
MY REGRETS ARE SO HEAVY AND I CANT BARE ALL THE WEIGHT
OF THE WORLD ON MY BACK ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE
ILL LET IT ALL FALL AND THEN SMILE WHEN IT BREAKS
ALL THE CHANCES I'VE FUCKED UP EVERY PROMISE MADE TO BREAK
IVE TRIED SO HARD BUT I CANT FIX MY MISTAKES
AND YEAR AFTER YEAR AND EVERY DAY ITS STILL THE SAME
IM TRAPPED IN THIS HOLE I NEVER MEANT TO CREATE.
THIS SIX FOOT DITCH KEEPS FILLING WITH DOUBT
IM FIGHTING MYSELF JUST TO GET THE FUCK OUT
Knockout debut from a Buffalo, New York-based hardcore band who like their riffs sick, their drums fast, and their choruses sticky-sweet. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 28, 2024