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Self Destruct

by Runamuk

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1.
Runamuk 01:32
RUNAMUK 2KX3 STILL DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK WE WANT TO SO WHILE YALL KEEP TALKING SHIT KNOW YOU CANT SAY ANYTHING I HAVENT ALREADY SAID ABOUT MYSELF IM ON SELF DESTRUCT AND IM TAKING THE FUCKING WORLD WITH ME WE PLAY BY OUR RULES STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK DONT NEED YOUR APPROVAL CAUSE WE DO WHAT WE WANT BE WHO WE WANT COMING STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART IEHC WE HELD IT DOWN FROM THE START SAID IT BEFORE AND WE'LL SAY IT AGAIN RUNAMUK DON'T GIVE A FUCK UNTIL THE BITTER END IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND WE'LL SAY IT AGAIN RUNAMUK DON'T GIVE A FUCK TILL THE BITTER END IEHC
2.
IVE HUNG MY HEAD FOR WAY TOO LONG AND NOW IM DONE IVE FACED THE FACTS THAT I WILL NEVER BE ANYONE THE CLOCKS RUN OUT ITS WAY TOO LATE MY HEART HAS TURNED TO ICE I GUESS THAT'S JUST THE WAY MY LIFE HAS SAID ITS TIME TO PAY THE PRICE IVE BROKE MYSELF DOWN TO BRING MYSELF TO ADMIT I KNOW THAT IVE BEEN A REAL PIECE OF SHIT LOOKED DOWN UPON BUT REALLY WHOS TO BLAME WHEN I WAS NEVER GIVEN A SECOND CHANGE TO CHANGE THOUGH EVERY NOW AND THEN ILL KICK THE SHIT OUT OF ME HIDE THE PAIN IN MY EYES TO MASK INSANITY IVE GIVEN MYSELF THE SCARS THAT STILL TEND TO BLEED AND IM CONSTANTLY QUESTIONING THIS PATH TO MY DESTINY I WONDER WHEN IM GONE COULD THINGS GET ANY WORSE I CANNOT FACE THIS DEATH BECAUSE THIS LIFE IS MY CURSE IVE HUNG MY HEAD FOR WAY TOO LONG AND NOW IM DONE IVE FACED THE FACTS THAT I WILL NEVER BE ANYONE THE CLOCKS RUN OUT ITS WAY TOO LATE MY HEART HAS TURNED TO ICE I GUESS THATS JUST THE WAY MY LIFE HAS SAID ITS TIME TO PAY THE PRICE TIME TO PAY THE PRICE
3.
I START TO THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH IVE LET MYSELF DOWN I KEEP LIVING IN THE PAST NO CARE FOR WHERE IM AT NOW BECAUSE THE WAY THAT I SEE THERE WAS NO FUTURE FOR ME JUST A HEART FULL OF HEART AND ANIMOSITY THIS AINT A CRY FOR HELP ITS NOT ATTENTION I SEEK BUT ITS KINDA HARD TO COPE WITH MY REALITY AND AS A MATTER OF FACT I CAME TO FUCKING FAR JUST TO NEVER LOOK BACK I JUST CANT RID ALL THESE SCARS AND I CAN'T TAKE NO MORE CAUSE IM PUSHED TO THE EDGE AND IM READY TO JUMP OFF THIS LEDGE WITH A ROPE AROUND MY NECK I DID THIS MYSELF ME AGAINST ME IT'S HARD TO FACE THE FACT THIS LIVE I LEAD I GAVE IT ALL TO LOSE EVERYTHING ALL BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS ONLY TEMPORARY IM NEVER LOOKING BACK BECAUSE I HATE THIS PLACE MY REGRETS ARE SO HEAVY AND I CANT BARE ALL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY BACK ITS JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE ILL LET IT ALL FALL AND THEN SMILE WHEN IT BREAKS ALL THE CHANCES I'VE FUCKED UP EVERY PROMISE MADE TO BREAK IVE TRIED SO HARD BUT I CANT FIX MY MISTAKES AND YEAR AFTER YEAR AND EVERY DAY ITS STILL THE SAME IM TRAPPED IN THIS HOLE I NEVER MEANT TO CREATE. THIS SIX FOOT DITCH KEEPS FILLING WITH DOUBT IM FIGHTING MYSELF JUST TO GET THE FUCK OUT
4.
THE CLOCK IS TICKING THERE'S NO STOPPING FOR ME THIS PAST IVE BUILT FOREVER HAUNTING ME I CANT BREAK THIS FEELING OF BEING STUCK I CANT HELP BUT FEEL LIKE MY TIME IS COMING UP SO FUCK TIME I'VE LOST MOST OF MINE NO MORE TO COMPROMISE THE LITTLE I HAVE LEFT BRINGS MY FUTURE REGRETS SO FUCK TIME IVE LOST MOST OF MINE NO MORE TO COMPROMISE THE LITTLE I HAVE LEFT BRINGS MY FUTURE REGRETS IVE LOST TRACK OF ANY SENSE OF HOPE THAT I HAVE EVER HAD TRYING SO HARD TO FORGET MY PAST IT HAUNTS MY MEMORIES THE PAST IVE BUILT FOREVER HAUNTING ME IT HAUNTS ME FOREVER HAUNTING ME NOT MUCH TO DO CAUSE I CAN'T TURN BACK THE CLOCK BUT HOPE FOR A FUTURE HOPE MY HEART DON'T STOP CAUSE FATHER TIME YOUVE NEVER FUCKING BEEN THERE FOR FREE IT SEEMS THE ONLY TIME YOURE THERE IS WHEN YOU'RE AGAINST ME TOO LATE TOO EARLY TOO LATE TOO EARLY TOO LATE TOO EARLY IS IT EVER ENOUGH ITS THE STORY OF MY LIFE AND ITS FUCKING ME UP THIS SELF DESTRUCTIVE MISSION HAS TAKEN ALL I'VE GOT THE BREAKING POINT IS COMING AND ITS NOT GONNA STOP TOO LATE TOO EARLY IS IT EVER ENOUGH
5.
OUTSIDE OF THE CIRCLE NEVER LOOKING IN CAUSE ID RATHER BE OUT THAN TRY TO PRETEND SO GO AND TURN YOUR BACK AND UNDUE YOUR TIES CAUSE ITS EASY TO BE COLD WITH SO MUCH FAKE IN YOUR EYES AND IVE STAKED MY CLAIM YOU SOLD YOURSELF OUT FOR A FACE AND A NAME REMEMBER THAT YOU CLAIM ORIGINALITY BUT CLONES ARE ALL I SEE SO ITS VERY CLEAR WHO YOU WANT TO BE I'M NOT KEEPING TRACK OF YOUR SCENE POINTS I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE I DONT WANT NO PART OF WHAT YOU DO SO MOTHERFUCK YOUR RULES FUCK YOUR APPROVAL TOO I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT TO DEAL WITH WITHOUT YOU WITHOUT YOUR VIEWS YOU CLAIM ORIGINALITY BUT CLONES ARE ALL I SEE SO ITS VERY CLEAR WHO YOU WANT TO BE SO GET THE RESPECT FROM YOUR FRIENDS IN THE SCENE BUT ILL TELL YOU THIS YOU WONT GET IT WONT GET IT FROM ME YOU WANT IT SO BAD WHY DONT YOU COME AND GET IT THIS CROWN ILL HOLD FOREVER TRUE AND YOU WANT THE CREDIT BUT YOU DONT GET RESPECT THAT YOU HAVENT EARNED THE RULES TO YOUR GAME IS SOMETHING WE WONT LEARN
6.
MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE TIME BOMB READY BLOW SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE FED UP WITH THE WORLD AROUND ME I FUCKING HATE SOCIETY MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE TIME BOMB READY BLOW SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE SO MUCH BUILT UP IM BUILT FROM PAIN NOTHING TO LOSE NOTHING TO GAIN I HATE THIS PLACE FUCK REALITY THIS COLD BLOODED WORLD HAS NOTHING FOR ME FUCK BREAD IN THIS WORLD OF SHIT THAT HAS NOTHING FOR ME MY BLOOD RUNS COLD YOURE ALL DEAD TO ME MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL SO MUCH ABUSE AND I CANT TAKE ANYMORE TIME BOMB READY BLOW SO MUCH AGGRESSION I'M JUST READY TO EXPLODE
7.
Dead End 02:09
I FIND MYSELF ON THIS SAME PATH ONCE AGAIN GOING NOWHERE FAST WITH NO MEANS TO AN END THIS ROUTINE KEEPS ME SLIPPING FROM MY SANITY THE NOTHING IM FORCED TO LIVE WITH PUSHING ME DEEPER INTO THE CRACKS ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS SEARCHING FOR THAT PEACE OF MIND I NEVER GOT LATELY EVERYTHINGS BEEN GETTING TO ME BEEN FORCING ME TO CONTINUE TO THINK OF STOPPING ME IN MY TRACKS AND LEAVE MY HEADY EMPTY I MEAN THAT LITERALLY BECAUSE THIS FUCKING DISEASE KEEPS GROWING IN ME CONDEMNED TO NOTHING WHILE I WATCH MYSELF SINK BUT WHEN IS ENOUGH ENOUGH TO GIVE ME A BREAK CAUSE IVE BEEN BREAKING MY BACK ENOUGH TO RUIN EVERY DAY BUT I SEE NO CHANGE JUST IN THE FACES OF THE FEW WHO CHOSE TO STRAY FROM WHO THEY USED TO BE GRINDING THROUGH THE FLESH ON MY FINGERS TO THE BONE STILL NO MONEY IN MY POCKET STILL HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW I TRY TO ASK MYSELF IF THINGS WILL EVER BE BETTER FUCK NO IVE LOST MY FAITH ALONE FOREVER

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released November 10, 2013

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